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For readers of My Dark Places and The Fact of a Body, a beautiful, brutal memoir documenting one woman’s search for identity alongside her family's decades-long quest to identify the two men who abducted—and murdered—her mother
"Melding true crime with memoir, Ervin reminds us of what happens when we conflate people with the transgressions committed against them—the collateral damage we inflict when we turn human beings into moral allegory . . . A powerful treatise on love and loss, on mothers and daughters, but it is also a warning to all of us who consume true crime." —The New York Times Book Review
Kristine S. Ervin was just eight years old when her mother, Kathy Sue Engle, was abducted from an Oklahoma mall parking lot and violently murdered in an oil field. First, there was grief. Then the desire to know: what happened to her, what she felt in her last terrible moments, and all she was before these acts of violence defined her life.
In her mother’s absence, Ervin tries to reconstruct a woman she can never fully grasp—from her own memory, from letters she uncovers, and from the stories of other family members. As more information about her mother's death comes to light, Ervin’s drive to know her mother only intensifies, winding into her own fraught adolescence. She reckons with contradictions of what a woman is allowed to be—a self beyond the roles of wife, mother, daughter, victim—what a “true” victim is supposed to look like, and, finally, how complicated and elusive justice can be.
Told fearlessly and poetically, Rabbit Heart weaves together themes of power, gender, and justice into a manifesto of grief and reclamation: our stories do not need to be simple to be true, and there is power in the telling.
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- ISBN: 9781640096387
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- ISBN: 9781640096387
- File size: 3442 KB
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- English
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March 15, 2024
Ervin was eight years old when her mother was abducted, raped, and brutally murdered. Twenty-five years later, at the plea hearing, Ervin confronts the man who killed her mother and tells him, "You will die behind bars and barbed wire, [. . .] while I, I will be living a life absent of you." In this lyrical, genre-defying memoir, Ervin intertwines the painful and tedious search for her mother's killer with overarching themes of grief, gender, and coming-of-age. She examines all of her experiences through the lens of her mother's absence, tenderly asking what her life would be like if her mother hadn't been taken from her. She writes about going through puberty, getting her period for the first time, and being sexually abused. Her observations around gender are particularly sharp and at times heart-wrenching. No matter how hard the material, and it's all either hard or bittersweet, Ervin approaches her story with unflinching vulnerability. Throughout, she's also searching for meaning and reckoning, which she eventually finds alongside her brother, "through the power of language and grief." This may be the best way true crime should be written, with nuance and unfettered compassion and with the words of the living victims or their families at the center.COPYRIGHT(2024) Booklist, ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
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